My moment of relief and happiness at being home seem to be shortlived. I can feel the need to wander growing again, and sadly I can't seem to find anything to keep me here. So many things changed in the brief time I was gone. It is just all so confusing. I rarely see my guildmates, and when I do they have other things occupying their time. The few people that I called "friend" outside of the guild have all but disappeared. I am thinking of leaving again. Packing what few things I have and just going walkabout indefinitely, I have this sinking feeling in my gut that I wouldn't be missed. I shall think on this decision for a few days before putting any plan into action. Maybe things will change in that time... That is a very big and uncertain maybe.