I've been looking lots and then I thought maybe I wasn't supposed to have one. I could keep my falchion and try to make it glow. I mentioned it to Tus and he offerred to sell me a scroll but then I found a bunch of glowing crystals. So I went to ask the machine people what they thought about it.

They listened to what I had to say like they always do, and I gave them time to think about it. Then I waited for their answer. They don't think it's a good idea. They even said it was a silly one and that I should go pray and everything. I'm not sure why the prayer part, but I went to Branishor and the temple and everything. I'll keep looking though, they said I should.

I was in the inn a while ago and someone was there doing that eye thing - crying. They were doing it in front of everyone. Lion says people who get real sad will do that, and I konw they do it when they get hurt, but I didn't think sad was a hurt too. I guess it is because they were doing it. But it lets people konw they're weak and prey, so I don't understand doing it where everyone can see.

Someone asked them why and they said it was because their bonded was gone on a trip. I don't understand. It's a forever so why does it matter if the other person is there or not? They're be back. Forever means that. Sad makes sense, but not crying I don't think. Maybe it does. I'll ask.

The market is awful stange lately. I don't think it's making alot of sense. Some things are being sold for lots more coin then they were before and others things are selling for about the same or less. And some of those free books are selling again. I remember Cordelia talking about that and other prices. I wonder if she watches the market too?