It has been a little while since I wrote here dear journal.........I feel better I think...My feelings don't matter now though..My Aunt Chrysallis has returned home to bring my new aunt or uncle back with her. I am worried for her of course, but I know the Gods will be on her side throughout this journey.. I miss her and wish Gods Speed to her and my new family addition....I have begun looking for my Red Blessings..I have found 3 RCG up tp now and they were dull. That's ok though, for the Gaurdians are there and I've seen them..I will keep you posted on my search *smiles softly* Until then be safe

I sit here and ponder what to do...I have stayed away from home except for very little bits here and there.....I am just so afraid, but will not say why here......I am fearful history may repeat itself.....You are supposed to comfortable, but the hairs on the back of my neck stand straight up daily.......I stay away or say very little when I should be enjoying the company of my family while I train......The other problem has been resolved, but we are bound to have problems being a new guild.....I know I need to train and so does Wolf....I supposed we will have to sooner or later, but hopefully sooner than later....................Until later faithful friend....stay safe

I am at a loss....I do not know what to do........I pray for guidance............I am to make a difficult decission and am at a loss................*sits heavily on the ground and sighs heavily and wearily*

I am at a loss on what to do. I have bought guild resignation forms fro Wolf and myself.....If we leave HONOR we will both walk the land guildless. THAT IS MY VOW..I know it will hurt some of my guildmates if we go, but I'm sure others will be happy. I can not take the turmoil any longer, and have sent word to both my mother and father about this. My heart is so heavy with sadness that this pettiness has come to our guild home.....Before I do anything rash however I will speak with my parents first.....*the page is ripped here..the quill has been drug across the page..........Lays the quill down inside the book...turn my back and walk away...............

I got to as many guilds as I could to let everyone know that Registration starts today for HONORS and finishes Feb 1st....http://s15.invisionfree.com/Carnivale_of_Honor/ I even put the link to register here just in case I missed a guild or two. I hope we have a really good turn out.......