It is certainly something when a friend who has known you... forever comments on the fact that despite the fact that they are not always around, when they are they notice a difference in you. A good difference. He says I am smiling more. He said I seem happier, and I am. I truly am! I don't think I have ever been this content, this at peace. He gave that to me, he is my shelter and rock in the storms of my mind and life. He makes me happy even when he isn't home. No anxiety, no fear... just joy. I, do believe I might be in love... but it might be too soon to say that.