You know I look back and I have to shake my head at myself. There was SO very long that I thought I would never get over my first love. Even he got tired of me moping after him. I didn't WANT to feel the way I did. But I can honestly say looking back that are there things I would have changed then, yes. Would I be who I am now if I had, no. I regret only that I lost a friend, but at the same time, what is done is done. I am in a much better place now, and I've found someone that makes me feel free, feel loved, feel like I have found home. And that is all I have ever wanted. I have seen him around Valorn SO many times, I remember helping him with raids, (Back when raids were a thing) I remember passing him while shopping so many times and never had we stopped and really talked until recently. But, then I suppose if we had even then the timing wouldn't have been right for either of us. I know I had a lot of growing to do, he said he did too. But what matters is we found each other. And I adore my Scales, he and I have even managed to work through my anxieties and give me a way to free myself of them each turn. Again as I said I have never felt so free and it is amazing, he is amazing.