An ornate and gold-edged book, of which inside are secrets even she doesn't know or understand. But tucked all through it are leaflets of paper, as if she'd rather not write in the book its self. Except on the first empty page of the book is written in exquisite, flowing penmanship her full name. ~ Lavender Cecelia Morgan.
Tuesday, 11 January 2022
I am so... Overwhelmingly insecure sometimes. Though most will never know it. Last turn I was fidgeting and worried because I hadn't seen Zarock in a while. Then soon after he woke, took me in his arms and kissed me until I melted in his arms. I felt so much better afterwards. I guess having been abandoned by parents who preferred an unencumbered life, plus all the guys I've unintentionally chased off... Only one I intentionally chased off... Well they left a scars on my heart and mind and while I am feeling more whole, there are some that may never be healed fully.
