An ornate and gold-edged book, of which inside are secrets even she doesn't know or understand. But tucked all through it are leaflets of paper, as if she'd rather not write in the book its self. Except on the first empty page of the book is written in exquisite, flowing penmanship her full name. ~ Lavender Cecelia Morgan.
Monday, 01 March 2021
Relationships take work, or at least they seem to, to me. Some people I see their relationships and they just seem to flow like the river so easy going. My own... More like a waterfall free falling who knows where over a cliff. Saw a friend today, he was more then a friend when I last saw him, he's the one who made me believe it was possible to move on. But, so much has happened since I last saw him... Several cycles. I wish I could have waited for him. But alas I am so very, very tired of being alone. And I didn't know even IF he would return. He said he doesn't blame me. Then why do I feel so bad? Yet another guy I've hurt.. Will it ever end? Miss the one I am with right now, it's only been a turn since I've seen him. But getting emotional makes me just want to cuddle.
