An ornate and gold-edged book, of which inside are secrets even she doesn't know or understand. But tucked all through it are leaflets of paper, as if she'd rather not write in the book its self. Except on the first empty page of the book is written in exquisite, flowing penmanship her full name. ~ Lavender Cecelia Morgan.
Saturday, 04 July 2020
Why is it a girl can not be melancholy without the notice of others? What's worse is I got called out by the Wold Crier. It doesn't help I seem to have a new suitor... why is it guys seem to think my being kind is a form of flirting? I miss someone very, very much, I think about them all the time, despite being told numerous times to move on.. as if I haven't tried. I have genuinely liked all the guys I have dated, and it is obvious I do not want to be alone. But I am not certain I will be able to settle, the guys I see deserve more then I can give it seems. Doesn't help that the one I am currently trying to see is rarely around.. perhaps if he were things could change, he at least understood missing someone else.
