I am in hiding but managed to make the as ashing site under cover of darkness. As I knelt there, with my whole soul opened up to embrace the sand, I cried for my dear lost friend. Guards are all around the tents of her husband and I can get nowhere near. I must stay hidden for now...I cannot be certain if I can find anyone sympathetic . I will bide my time some longer in hopes another friend or one who was close to her in her last days...

I so hate being away, I hope Moira has found solace in friends. If she feels she cannot wait for my return, I suppose I should be happy fir her but...I can't. ..it would cut me too deep...but as it is...there us not much I could do to prevent t her moving on. *wipes away anticipatory tears*