Today was some how kinda to much ta take in, so climbed up me tree in the dark forest and just sat ere watchin all the little'uns run around. Some lookin like they ave been ere before runnin about with hardly a word spoken ta anyone like, others run in and freeze, standin there face to muzzle with a Well miffed off bear, lookin totally amazed that bears live in the woods.



My eyes were opened to somethin i've always thought of as legendary an im not sure what, or even if i should be doin somethin bout it like. Ifin i speak im doin wrong by one friend an ifin i keep my gob shut then what kinda friend does that make me, i tell most my friends i love em an always their for em just shout.
This changes everythin for me now as deep down, ta which friend am i loyal ! my head or my heart

Gibberish


What's a matter for can't you want too, you think your body every self don't you, just because you walk left handed, going around all flash with your dull self, oi no don't you be looking at me in that tone of voice

Many a true word spoken in jest, As many a good deed do go unseen.
You'll always argue with your best bud, Yet never fallout or get misunderstood.
You can look in the mirror, But its not you lookin back.
And you cry tears of sorrow, of happyness , an anger.
To forgive and forget, Yet forgetting is unforgivable
There looking at me, Or are you looking at them


finally i get it, yup the penny dropped
Be true to yourself and nothing is truly lost

Chan an me had a chat last nite and after all thats happened i thought she was not happy with me or would be willin to talk, but anyways how wrong was i. Ive said sorry like and did so again last nite and well she hugged me, kissed me cheek and told me " forget it Fluke, its just good to see you happy again an thats all i wish for ya". WOW top gel and am so pleased it cost a friend a good one at that. we ended up joking an laughin about me and my commitment thingy and she agreed an she's the same except hers is for concentratin on bein a Rogue. Anyhow we made a deal and swapped rings ,

Ifin by the time she is at the same level as me an we are still single then stuff it we will bond , So lucky really she is a buddy and now the issues are gone, things can just carry on floatin ya get me.

Wonder if she is gonna hold me to the deal ?? hey ho just go with the flow flukie boy

Well I'm happy to say my little issue is over, both Moira and Chan went there seperate ways an i'm gonna spend time with me, I aint ready for commitment, i dont wanna wake thinkin "More ale next time me thinks" or "Why did i bond that".

I'm wantin to have fun and a giggle,I mean you taste every flavor ice cream before you buy the one you like right !!

Honest, Funny how we bend and mould that word around really. see i'm as honest as the day is long, its the night time ya need to worry about.
And brother Brou'ski said somethin to me that really hit home, " Treat a woman with the respect and honor she deserves or your heading for trouble brother". How did he know that was the thing i needed to hear ?.
I always beleivin everythin happens for a reason, dunno Who What Where or Why but you'll find out along the way so dunna worry over it an be happy.
An lookin back over all the years of folks comin an goin fer all different reasons, I've said I love you more times than I've had a hot dinners.
Now there are two ladys in my life and right or wrong i love them both, yet ive been pullin me self into bits bout this, an i know what Brou'ski ment now.

M and C i have done so wrong by them, and all they have ever done is be an amazing women, honest, faithful, lovin, fun to be around and i repay you both in the worst way. So no bendin or mouldin the truth ere, I'm into you both so much I don't know which way to go.

Am i really a bad coin ?
Sharin is carin an all that ? or it's good to share ? one of them

No ? Yes ?

Who ever said its not possible to love two people at the same time is a numpty

I could never find the words to say just how sorry i am, wishing it could go back to that day. I'd change it all in a single heartbeat, so you wouldn't have to wipe the tears of the cheek.
Put that smile back in it's place, to taste your lips in a loving embrace. Turn the clocks back to that
exact point , where i first saw the sparkle in your eye and got hooked. It could be that time once again, every tiny detail as it was then.

The flickering candle can be seen mountains apart, so can the spark between our hearts i say.

Ooh I'm a mess right now Inside out

The Players Prayers Song


When I was a kid the things I did were kept so well hid, so young and naive speak of love and bloody leave.
But with regret I'm willing to say I blagged you that day, cause all I wanted from you was a roll in the hay.
So when your brother came knocking it wasn't so shocking, ain't the first time someone came to do my block in.
Now my hearts made of plastic, I'm cynical an sarcastic, standing in the corner all alone.
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So what's the point in getting your hopes up, when all you're get is choked up, wishing her brother would leave you alone.
So you call her in the morning trying to get your story in, only to find out its her sister you took out, think its time for me to leave.
Because when you're apart you don't want to mingle, when you're together you want to be single.
Forever chasing the lass that's gonna kick your ass, but the taste of her kiss, leaves you feeling nothing but bliss.
Oh how much greener the grass is with those rose tinted glasses but the butterflies they flutter by and leave us on our arses.
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Cause I'd love to feel love but I can't stand the rejection I hide behind my jokes as a form of protection.
I thought I was close but under further inspection it seems she's done me over an moved on to the next un.
Now there's fish in the sea for me to make a selection I'd dive straight in if it wasn't for a bloody shark infestation.
Cause all I want to do is try to make a connection an see a cleric to clear up this infection

By Me

Met the happiest little soul today to, little lozella such a cutie. , always makes me smile ta see it, ya know a genuine smile is the best gift of all. And need ta get cleric to talk clericy thingys with her too.


Feathers hahaha funny