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It is so strange... to have important people in your life.. suddenly vanish.

Whether from a clash or from an unfortunate event.. you begin to genuinely miss them no matter the reason because it was that person you used to talk to every day.. and now they are just gone.

It makes me a little sentimental, I don't remember being this way.. well I haven't since I broke my first love's heart. And now here I am, knowing my purpose in life but always battling, fighting, never truly winning, but helping to fight toward victory nonetheless.

Having it only been a few turns, or maybe even an entire week without talking to Dabria has made me realize that I used to reach out to her a lot, and now she's lost her mind and there's nothing any of us could do about it, or at least it feels that way... when the person who's been helping the most is in need of help there's nobody out there to help them.. sheesh.. that sucks.

Kenji can't speak because of a curse, Dabria's lost every one of her marbles, what's next? I don't wanna think about it... and so I continue to throw myself into battles, not knowing if I'm doing any damage at all, it is because of the gods I am even still alive right now.. sore... but living. Will you continue to throw yourself into battle? Yes, anything to protect the lands. "You win some you lose some", it's true.. and thus, what will be, will be.

Que sera-sera.