QUOTE OF THE TURN: [URL=http://www.darkgrimoire.com/showchar.php?char=192468][COLOR=purple]Valya[/COLOR][/URL]

Quote: "What if we WERE related? You don't know anything about your family...."

Who am I? What am I?
Family.... What is that?
The only ones who've accepted me into theirs were the Bunny's. I love them.. my family.. but a sister? Do I actually have one? A real blood related sister?!

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[url=http://www.darkgrimoire.com/showchar.php?char=190543][COLOR=darkgreen]Nih[/COLOR][/url] - "Loki... If you begin to remember something that is painful, just stop taking the tonic. Okay? Otherwise, two drops in an ale, twice a turn, you'll be remembering everything"

Day One.. Two drops of that awkward brown liquid in my ale.. I'm scared, honestly.. but I want this.

[URL=http://www.darkgrimoire.com/showchar.php?char=191286][COLOR=teal]Achelle[/COLOR][/URL] - Be careful with memories Loki...we suppress things for a reason. Have my share of them.

Thank you 'Chelle, I will make sure I am careful. I will make sure that on this path to memory lane, that I proceed with caution. My head hurts.. it hurts so bad, I've been thinking way too much. But I have to.

[url=http://www.darkgrimoire.com/showchar.php?char=185847][COLOR=blue]Lillya[/COLOR][/url]- The brain is very fickle at times Loki taking what memory it wants

Why does it hide the things that are most important? Or at least it was..? It just doesn't make sense. All I want is to figure out who I am.. Where did I come from? Previous to banditry, who was in my life?

Valya - Then you tell me what you remember, and I'll record it. You might not remember in order, you know....it might be bits here and there...

Thank you Valya.. I appreciate your support, I really do.

I have this odd feeling though.. it's in my gut.. and it feels like it's reaching into my insides and twisting it counter clockwise. What is it that the shadows are hiding from me..? Happiness?
No, Loki. That wouldn't make sense. If the shadows were hiding happiness, then would I not be happy now?
So then, what are you hiding from me..? SADNESS?
Am I to be in the dark forever more? Not unless the goal is to be there.. it's not like I have a problem with it. Though if I wish to truly be myself, I must Learn Myself.

Fire...
I did a mistake this turn, after brainstorming, I actually lit fireworks incorrectly inside of Dundee's Inn. What was I THINKING?! I burned Kabolloi, and AND Kenji, ruined the Inn. I wouldn't be surprised if Jeffrey's even upset with me. Regardless, I apologized to both, and told [url=http://www.darkgrimoire.com/showchar.php?char=191246][COLOR=red]Kairiel[/COLOR][/url] - The Fiery One; of my mistake.. she called me an Idiot.. Idiot? Suppose I'm in the art of Idiotry, after lighting something like that in a closed in area. I cleaned up my mess, but she was upset.. though I didn't quite understand, Zanaan seemed to have lit fire in the In before me, and it was perfect! But then I did, and made a mess.

Kairiel then hugged me, I suppose she seen how pitiful I looked. I must admit, I felt horrible. After the hug, she said that she'd have to teach me safety, and so she did! But.. I've ruined my hair. It's shorter now.. just as I ruined Kenji's. It hurt, and although it did, I still laughed. But not Kenji-Warrior, he was upset.

The Fiery One had me looking for her, I failed the first time.. mistaking the riddle for a regular question. HOW did I DO THAT?! I never mistake riddles! But I did.. and failed. I asked for a second chance, and that time I was right. I searched and found her successfully.

After I found her, she told me to ask any question, and so I did. I asked her; "How do you successfully light a firework?" And she explained to me in grand detail.. so I told her I would light my other, and I did.. and when I did, it burst perfectly! It.. was [COLOR=green]GREEN[/COLOR]! I was super happy.. I mean, beyond Happy. Afterwards, Kairiel demonstrated juggling fire, and then her most dangerous move; Fire-breathing.

She told me... that the next lesson is patience, though I thought that was the first, it became the next. Patience plays a big part with fire, and fire is possible to be someone's best friend.. soon it will be mine. For Fire casts many shadows, and shadows is what I've yearned, fire is what I've yearned.

I will become one with fire. I will become one with Patience.