My bondmates best friend has been healed! The gods be praised! While talking with him I realized why I have been struggling with guilds so much right now...I've never been in a guild where it was about the guild I was there for. It was always a single person I was there for! When I first in the lands I joined the Vanguard because that was papa Low's guild. When I met my first love Silver, I followed him to the Serendipitous and after he was gone, I struggled with my place there. But even later when I fell in love again and my heart being with my bondmate Daven and he joined me there... My place and comfort in that guild was just was never the same. My friends Aryana, Loki, and Lavender had always said I could be a bunny if I ever needed a home, so I tried that... and I just couldn't take the step to become a full bunny and get ears and a tail... It wasn't home. So here I am guild less again. I do not know where I will end up, I don't know where home will be. So, I guess until I figure that out, I will just wander the lands.