If I fell into deep darkness,
Would you even turn to look my way?
Would you even care, darling?
And even if you did, what would you say?

Somehow, when I need him most, Trip isn't there for me. My heartache has not faded. I still feel terrible from my dream. I kept on waking up in the House of Staffs last time I slept...I cannot bring myself to close my eyes without seeing the horrible visions in my past nightmare. Why?

I want to speak to Skyls and I want to speak to Seph, but I think they are both asleep. My heart shrivels...I need to talk to someone...

Why is the inn so quiet? Why is it taunting me? Why is it telling me all my fears will come back to me if I even blink?

I cannot sleep...I will not sleep...

Ermin