I slept today, my dreams were full and long, though in my waking moments, my ears were filled with the sound of friends adn family. Merry and I had a long chat, I think it did us both good to be honest, and we are together on this. It's good to know that she is there for me, I dont thank her enough for that, I wish I knew how to.

I miss him, he is absent again, has been for days. I know some people go weeks without their loved ones, months perhaps. Maybe I am just being overly paranoid, I just kinda worry about him when I can't see what scrapes and breaks he has. Stupid man and his stupid..stupidness.