Life is so incredibly screwed up..peoples emotions are so crazy, I will never quite understand it. I want to be gentle with him, let him know I will be here whenever he needs a friend, but every action of his screams of more and alas...this time I just do not know how to handle it. I am scared, so very scared to hurt him, though I am honest and have explained...it does not seem to diminish anything, though he knows the truth.

He seems about to break, like there is much beneath the surface that he does not say. He will always have me as a friend...but I worry I will confuse him..it makes me feel..guilty somehow, though he asks me only for friendship. I am worried about him, truly...I wish I knew what was going on in his head.