And another, Shirila left me..she..well, something to hold for her until she returns. I hope it's soon, I hope they are both back soon. None of the if's.

Im not confusing, IM NOT..weird, yes I will grant that, eccentric? Well yes, probably. Boring, perhaps..predictable..um, maybe. Pendantic, demanding and obnoxious..on occasion. But not confusing.

Im conducting an experiment. Just, for scientific purposes, and just because I need to. Only for a day, just to find out, maybe it will explain a few things to me. Maybe I will keep a count for a few days.

I was just thinking about how long I have been here, it seems like such a long time. I was so young..naive..when I first stepped onto these lands.

Todays count is 7 for 5