I fear I have overstepped a mark perhaps, though I do not see how, but I may have, we shall have to wait and see. Still, we talked..honesty always the best of policies. An understanding, though he makes me a little afraid...of myself perhaps. Whats another mess though huh? It would be irony indeed if tables turned for me. Hmm, it settles a wry smile at my lips just to think it.
I left a gift, though it was not something I had made, dang I would not know where to start, at least the design was mine, each little piece meant to make the whole. He brings that from me somehow, I dont know why...curious...but I would like to see him smile, I think. Perhaps a little gift will help.

Arguements and animosity, I dont have the energy for it anymore. I just want to live free and happy, help where I can, be what I may, look after my guildmates and loved ones and leave it at that. Thats all my little heart desires, smiles and laughs...the rest is ashes.

Ahh Kismet, what is destined will be, what isnt shall pass. Hopefully along the way I wont falter too much more..though inevitably I shall fall a time or 20 before I finally make something good. We live in hope, even if we die in despair.