It's strange how much you can miss some people....how they come to be a constant in your lives. So integrated into your daily routine, that when they are not there...even if only for a time...you miss their presence...an ache somehwere within you.
You cannot quite put your finger on whats wrong..you wander around doing all your usual daily activities..and every once in a while you notice it...something awry..it's a feeling..not unlike loss I suppose in a sense..but more akin to unease. Not quite whole, or not quite in your entirety...

It takes a long while to realise it's the lack of someones presence thats making you feel so lost. I miss many many people that have been a part of my life at one time or another...but there are few that I miss to such an extent..

There are the ones I miss with a longing...people who are gone from my life for a time...or gone completely..Shorna, Will, Talon, Iso, Boran.....

Then there are others...people I miss on a purely day to day basis...I miss because I have not seen their smile..or frown...

I never realised when I dropped those barriers what would happen to my life....I need people. That was never my way, I always needed companionship, but never specific people....people come and go, in and out of your life...not many stay constant, and I didnt get close to allow people to do so....and yet now

Now there are people who I cannot seem to function without them being part of my life in some way