Well, I can see this going down like a pirate joke in Kilican inn. I've warned myself, so I won't be held responsible for anything bad. I've had a conversation with myself about it, and we are going to leave it at that and move on.

I have never been particularly spectacular at forming relationships with people, well at least not screwing it up anyway, and I have had my ups and downs with most of the people I am lucky enough to still call friend. When I say most I pretty much mean all of them, because at some point or other I have been exceptionally sucky and et voila, the downs. I should probably come with a warning. I am trying though, to be better and say the right things, meet new people and broaden my horizons. Shirila would probably have ridiculed me for today and I know Seragil will, but things are not what they were and I cannot be who I was without the sucky moments happening. So I have resisted the urge to roll my eyes, bitten down on my lip and so help me Gods, I am going to at least make an attempt to be a normal Valornian woman.

Maybe I will even start giggling.