The last few turns have been a whirlwind of excitement, joy, and hard work. Ill start from the beginning,
I took a trip away to Ethucan to visit the beach for some quiet reflection time. I spent some time enjoying the feel of the water upon parched skin. It was blissful. When I returned I spent sometime with friends in the area before going to the dig site and testing my powers against trolls in battle and quickly visited the trainer for a higher experience level

Kenji has been such a blessing who would have thought through all we both have been through that he and I would end up as we are now. He watched me try, fail, succeed, and cry in a matter of a part turn. Yet, he wasn't at all intimidated by my irrational behavior. It has always been this way. He has always accepted me as the person I am. Never expecting me to change or to be someone i couldn't be. I'd like to assume I have given him the freedom to just be himself.

A facade can only be held for so long before things change ideas and wants seem to drift the the "what ifs" I dont know what happened that turn on the plateau but I can honestly say, I am glad that I finally opened my eyes to a new possibility. Had my eyes not been open. who knows how long it would have taken for me to realize that my destiny is to be with a man of strong mind body and soul. He has a streak of passion for what he is. A man capable of making many quake in fear of his words, but sends my heart a flutter with but a smile.

Thank you gods...

Had I given up when i thought I should have, i would not be in the state I am in. Happy...I am totally and utterly at peace. I have the best guildkin and love perhaps more than i deserve, but I will make this work and them happy. It is my job, and my heart...Gods know i protect it fiercely... My shadow in the light, If ever you see this...Know I cherish every marc with you and every moment apart, lets me realize and re focus knowing that even if apart, we always have each other.. I love you