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The Heart of Shadows
Thursday, 29 March 2012
Well I have once more gained enough skill to again don the aegis crystal and thanks to the small fortune left to me by a departed friend i was able to buy some much needed new armour, but this sense of achievement only lasted a little while and then i once again found myself wondering the lands searching. Searching for what I no longer know, but I feel disquiet, empty I guess. I could go slay some monsters, its mindless work but it allows me to use what assassin skills I have...ah but thats also it isn’t it? I forget I am no assassin here, no skilled fighter, no thief or even a petty pick pocketer, I am a rogue and all a rogue does is open locks, silly me.

Back to the monsters, I killed them with ease, one after another, one move flowed into another and blade followed blade and another monster fell. It allowed me to express my anger, my rage in a way that harmed neither myself, the Gods or those around me, not that I overly care about the last two. Now all I feel is hollow, so I went in search of a quite place to sit, to think and then realised I have no place to go to, no place to belong, no place to call my own, a place to call home. My own doing and my own choice of course. What am I to do with myself? What is my purpose here, where do I fit into Valornian society, into the community and do I want to fit in? I am no longer quite the person i once was but neither will I ever be the person society would have me be. Where do I go from here?

» Seragil Shadowsong posted @ 06:54 »»» - Link - comments (1)