An ornate and gold-edged book, of which inside are secrets even she doesn't know or understand. But tucked all through it are leaflets of paper, as if she'd rather not write in the book its self. Except on the first empty page of the book is written in exquisite, flowing penmanship her full name. ~ Lavender Cecelia Morgan.
Thursday, 06 April 2017
For now I finally feel a bit of peace. My problem has always been a desire to be of help to everyone. And that has been at the expense of my own time and life. I am now taking back my life, having more time to myself, putting myself first. Resting more often, finally I feel peace and feel like I have reclaimed a piece of myself I had lost a long time ago. I have been working for a very long time to change parts of myself back to where I wanted to be, not sure how or when I lost myself... but I did. Perhaps the future I will find more things that will enhance my life and make it better instead of making it fall apart again... so tired of that.
