An ornate and gold-edged book, of which inside are secrets even she doesn't know or understand. But tucked all through it are leaflets of paper, as if she'd rather not write in the book its self. Except on the first empty page of the book is written in exquisite, flowing penmanship her full name. ~ Lavender Cecelia Morgan.
Wednesday, 25 May 2016
People are always wondering why I am always moving, always running around, and perhaps I don't even know myself. I have from my first steps in Valorn been on the move... always running around doing something, helping someone... or training "When I did that" or plat farming. And as I think about it.... really think about it perhaps since the day I ran away from home... I wonder if I ever stopped running. And now..with nothing to go back to there, and having a wonderful family here whom I truly adore and lots of friends, I have been running so long in fact that I no longer know what I am running from sadly. This I think is truly the reason I am always on the move, always running around the lands, always farming... not for a need of something to do, or a want of plat... but because I simply can not stop. I don't know how. I hope I can figure it out. I am tired of running... most the time I don't realize I still am, but when I do it hits like a blow to the stomach, I try and stop. Keep myself from doing a lot... then inevitably I feel restless and I start running again.
