A beautifully bound leather book the ornate and gold-edging decorating this journals outer covering looks to be from another time and place. Several pages are stuffed inside the book as if she will not write on the actual book. Upon opening, the first added page reads... These are the personal accounts and wanderings of Lavender Cecilia Morgan.
Thursday, 01 June 2017
Doubt, in ones self, is like a poison. Slowly affecting the way you think. Once the seed of doubt is planted if one is not careful it can slowly grow...poisoning all rational thought...making you feel; unworthy, like what you know and believe is wrong, even when your rational mind knows you are not. It can cause you to slowly retreat from life..from those who care about you... making you feel alone, unloved. And once planted it can choke all good positive proof, twisting the truth, until you no longer know what is right. Even when your rational mind KNOWS the truth and tries to fight for a while...this poison will wait....seeping in slowly, day by day... causing you to run...not understanding what is happening. Until it has consumed your sanity, until you are nothing but an empty shell of who you once were.
Lavender 06:35 - Link