A beautifully bound leather book the ornate and gold-edging decorating this journals outer covering looks to be from another time and place. Several pages are stuffed inside the book as if she will not write on the actual book. Upon opening, the first added page reads... These are the personal accounts and wanderings of Lavender Cecilia Morgan.
Tuesday, 28 July 2020
I finally had enough and had to make a change in my life, for my own well-being, only I've never felt more exposed. No going back now.
Lavender 23:55 - Link
Tuesday, 21 July 2020
I'm so confused and yet so happy too! Seems I've been forgiven.. have I really had what I was looking for all along?
Lavender 19:23 - Link
Sunday, 19 July 2020
Why? Why do I allow myself to fall in love? Why do I trust my heart when it always ends up with me being hurt?
Lavender 22:02 - Link
Saturday, 04 July 2020
Why is it a girl can not be melancholy without the notice of others? What's worse is I got called out by the Wold Crier. It doesn't help I seem to have a new suitor... why is it guys seem to think my being kind is a form of flirting? I miss someone very, very much, I think about them all the time, despite being told numerous times to move on.. as if I haven't tried. I have genuinely liked all the guys I have dated, and it is obvious I do not want to be alone. But I am not certain I will be able to settle, the guys I see deserve more then I can give it seems. Doesn't help that the one I am currently trying to see is rarely around.. perhaps if he were things could change, he at least understood missing someone else.
Lavender 12:50 - Link