It is nice to find someone who makes me happy again. There are days I still struggle, and sadness tries to seep in, but his words, his smile makes me happy again and chases it away. He's so sweet, even when I'm sleepy he comes in and cooks stew, or leaves me love notes to find when I do wake, or if I wake and am not awake long he will curl up with me and just hold me and talk with me until I fall asleep. He makes me feel loved again, him actually being around makes me want to wake more, makes me want to live again.