Most days I make it along just fine. I am even smiling and laughing again, and seems I have a suitor whom I am spending a great deal of time with now. He's sweet, makes me smile. Though I feel bad he was trying to be sweet and asked me to dance... and I couldn't... can't... it brought back the pain, the memories of the last dance I had. And I am simply not ready. I know this pain will always be there, as will my regrets, but I thought I was getting better and then this... Not sure I will ever dance again since that is the last memory I have of before... but perhaps I will find a way past this blockage.. perhaps Daven can help me heal.