Been so long since I felt hopeful. Honestly been a long time since I felt anything. I spent a few marcs under the starry sky talking to someone whom... I thought I was going to train into a cleric. But seems that was just a ploy to get to talk to me, as he wants to be an enchanter. It was nice to... feel happy again, to have hope for a future even if it is without my former love. Though I had to tease him... only our first time to sit and talk and I could tell already he was wanting to try and kiss me. I had to stop him... SO not ready for that yet. But I am no longer opposed to the idea of someone else. And that's a start.