Age:
21 Summers
Location:
Milltown Profession:
Gemini
Training
Haning out at Milltown Inn
Meeting new friends
Helping people
Riding the cannon
Losing friends
Mean people
Spiders
People Lying
Rules are made to be broken
last daysMarch 2010
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Friday, 05 March 2010
We all make mistakes; my biggest mistake was telling him the truth. I thought it would be best to be honest with him. I thought it would show him that I had nothing to hide. I knew he would be upset and he had good reason to be, but I thought he would trust me. I wanted to scream at him that I love him; I wanted to beg him to stay. But I couldn’t find my voice and I had to walk away.
My every marc is now spent in the cave, the spiders are a good distraction and I need the distraction. I can’t stop for a single moment, I can’t think about what happened.
I know I have a decision to make, and I know what it will be, but I'm not ready to make it just yet.
But I am fine, I can hide behind a smile and show the whole world that I am strong.