Oh, everyone must think I'm such a horrid person! When I woke, I felt highly elated and pranced over to the OSW guildhall, expecting to see my love - to finally see him again - and to see sis and Elly and everyone that I treasure and love. But I stopped dead in my tracks when I realised that the guildhall was completely and utterly empty. It very nearly broke my heart. I stopped and sat where I was, in the empty 'ballroom'. Imagining that this was exactly how Sephy had felt when I hadn't been there. I nearly cried again, but I remembered my promise to the old woman, and didn't.

And then, to make things worse, when I woke up, I had a note from Elly asking if I was alright, and that I had worried everyone...and knowing that I haven't even seen Sephy in person for so long...oh, what have I done? Why did I get the time wrong? It was so foolish of me...he'll never forgive me now. I feel so terrible.

And to think it was only a few days ago, that I went into the lighthouse to get a gull plume for Fero, and get myself my Admiral's Cloak. All my elation from then, is gone.

Oh, what have I done?...