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Just thought you would like to know im still alive & kicking 
Not got a lot to say really- been very busy as a envoy & what have you- all very political & stuffy so wont bore you with details - yet However i did want you all to know iam very much alive & kicking( screaming too because i really would like to write here more but circumstances will not permit that 
)so there you have it- iam here- I don not die but merely haunt The Journals every so often! 
I t has been awhile since i wrote anything ; to be Honest i have not been inspired much of late & i have a bit of a headache atm I could talk about a Kitties i suppose- did you hear about the one who is said to be 32 years old-? That is 200 years or more in human terms 
But iam not certain if that is the kind of thing one wants to hear about here. Iam sure a swash battling adventure would be more in order- except of course i dont have any these days 
I am more or less retired now- been painting my cabin; just some wood dye of some kind- not really sure what it is made out of actually- Smells a bit off if you ask i tho 
Think i must have got it from a local- No idea what they put in it - but o my gods it do ponk a likkle bit I was wondering whether or not, to just put poems down here ; after all i donot train anymore; & the newcomers seem to be oddly familair for most part; so maybe i should just be a poet warrior here I do not know.. i get so busy sometimes; i hardly have the time to muse let alone stop by & jot a few lines down here.. i will think about this for awhile... I like writing poems; so maybe some of you who poke about in the journals out there, may like to read some sometimes we shall see... 
i hope to have more news when i write again, but at the present i have to say i have noneI have been busy In my homeland; so i have not had much time to write-it Is just family stuff mostly; nothing anyone need know about- & i know you really want to know O i have also notice i have not written here since june 
You know how it is tho; your having a nice soak in a tub & then you think'did i do my journal today?' & then you think' i cannot be asked to do it now'& so it goes on. Next time you think about it you sit in front of your page & find you have nothing to write about; so you go off to do the garden ; Only to forget for another few weeks before realising you have a journal still. This true & we all know it; but then if you take journal writing that seriously; your never write a decent piece in the pages- no matter how hard you try.O right you would; but where would all the fun be in it? No i prefer my sometimes entries i think; they are the small pieces that tell you how fun life can be- & it doesn't have to be about killing monsters - or getting a broken heart .But That is not criticism my friend. no just an opinion i hold- some pages i have seen are quite moving- & very descriptive- something that maybe -yes- i do not do in my pages; but then i like to think iam leaving it to your imagination to fill that part in Besides you can hear that Kind of story in most corners of the inn any way; no i like fun in my pages- & if you dont then go away & dont read this- but i know your all too nosey not to do that O but i do <3 so much doing this when iam here- & as you can tell once i get going- i donot stop- well ok i do; but only because i would have to use up several more sheets in order to tell you more about nothing & bore you all to tears & yawning Left it for ages until i write here I was reflecting a few days ago; about the various peeps that i have known & i have wondered much what now has become of them. It is a very odd feeling to think, i have known so many that are for all sorts of reasons, are no longer here. I miss them all; I wish they would return I feel very.. old .. atm- like the lone survivor of a long lost race- which i am any way- but it is even worse to think that all my past friends are no longer here- or at least have not been so for many a long day I wish they would return... But i am happy to just be a small time warrior; that likes to entertain if possible; & if i do not then i should most likely not bother to write in this book. However i am if nothing else, iam always the optimistic one- or at least i am sometimes If i have made any of you smile- even for a moment with what i write; i have done my work. After all,life is for fun & games- well it is for i - & i have not changed my mind just because i do not come here much or maybe help out as i could. & i doubt i ever will But also remember anyone of you who reads this(i should be so fortunate :wub I am just a person & i like being a warrior more than i do writing in here. Ok maybe not as much; since i can write poems here- my great weakness & strength .Anyway; i just thought; should you be reading this you may like to know that- & now you are asleep i will poke you with my sword & tell you to get up & get going you slacker you! -& yes that does include you Asrai! Not been working here so often i mean.What did you think i meant? Anyway; i think a small verse is in order today; so pin back your earholes & read- if you dare Yes i could write poems all the time here- That would freak you all out i will wager shall i start this day? 
I just might- That will learn you all to peak into my book then; will it not ? or maybe when i come here again