Tuesday, 03 July 2007
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Lost
When something is lost, it is exactly that Cause if it is found it can no longer be called lost?
The bud appears, it’s pristine petals can only hope to open to the sun and bask in its glory ..In doing so it’s glory is exposed for all to admire, yet the sun and its heat is the very thing that wilts the flower nothing so perfect as a flower in full bloom could live forever ....Yet, for one brief moment it has its day in the sun Glory exposed for all to behold, it gives to the world its beauty, so freely ,so carefree , mission accomplished. Bowing out graciously as it perfume scent , then its colors then all of its essence fades slowly wilting away and with the sunset it dies unafraid...Lost to the world it is , yet for those that see deeply, Its memory will never go away ...It has bloomed upon their soul and will forever leave an impression so sensual it lives in inside them forever found........ Shed no tears for a flower lost, it beauty forever lives in your heart .
Apt is this description of ingratitude am I, for until now I was drowning in a mantra of pain ,Bellowing over , and over if it was so beautiful and so perfect why could it not stay ? So pristine, so pure, so innocent , so much life and love flowing into it, how could it have died so easily ?
I felt a love for her beyond measure. Perhaps the zenith of all that one can be given in life, but I was ungrateful for so great a gift. I mourn her lost and could not see how I was truly fortunate and blessed I was. One moment spent with her and the way she made me feel was the greatest thing I ever knew . One moment to see her smile at me in return and whisper the words I love you , even if it was only for a day, still took my breath away ..One moment in time the universe stopped and centered around me and allowed me to bloom...
I opened myself , and let in her , the Sun, my beautiful friend the one whom I gave all my love, One beautiful moment I spent my day in the sun , the death was imminent ,nothing that perfect can live forever . I understand to her it may be lost, but I found it lives still in my soul .. A love still pure and innocent and so full of life.
Even if Derema, never will I call my wife , I accept her beauty I honor her divinity, for a moment she chose to stop the universe and share a moment with me... Forever for that I can live a man happy knowing I had the greatest thing a man could ever be given love....
I loved her, I love her, I cannot ever stop doing that , no matter what, it will forever remain ,even if she has moved on and now has someone else to brighten her day ... A love you ignited in me that hopefully one day I will again feel something half so great , would mean that I wold be privileged and again blessed .
I pray she smiles I pray she finds her heart mended and love entering..I will sing at her wedding , for written forever in my soul will remain, Derema, my love
I am thankful for the moment that I got to bloom in your Sunshine, forever when I think of you I will find my smile...[/COLOR]
Matt Shadowsong posted @ 20:44 -
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